To talk is easy,

but to know whether it is right is hard.

It is easy to talk without having any regards of others.

It is easy to hurt people with words.

Because words are easy and cheap.

And you have been very cheap with your words when you are around me.

Call me sensitive.

Call me silly.

But I am hurt.

By mere words.

Today is a hard day. Called home several time. Konon nya to ease my father's mind. More like easing mine. A hard day for us. We miss her so much. SO many things happened without her. If she is here today, she will be 61. In two days time, 11 years has gone without her. 11 years without her sharing our joy and tears .How can I survive the next 11??How long can I hide behind my stupid jokes and laugh?

Miss

Mak

soooo

much.

:(

Al-Fatihah.