Just finish with my DEM6 class. This heat make both me an the whole class in no mood of studying. Alahai. How is that so? Pensyarah nye 2x5 je... I really need to do something fast so that they won't loose interest..Macam mane nie??Ayayai..Miss FB menemui jalan buntu!

Daring Myself to Speak

Went to a public speaking course yesterday called Dare to Speak! Those who know me well, knows how suck i am when it comes to public speaking. I really don't know where all the nervousness come from. Anyway, this course is a continuation from my pronunciation course that i went with Leen. But this time around, there were 21 of us(Toastmasters club members). All of us have to speak about ourselves and of course, yours truly here freeze before she have to speak.

PMM Toastmasters Club( missing a few members there) with En Azmi Shahrin, our trainer.

Sleepy

~Miss FB is sleepy~
nak balik rumah, kelas pukul 2.
tidak mempunyai maya untuk ke kelas.
drowsy.

Beyond relief. Happy? Of course..I've been thinking very hard how to approach the bos about my duty as the lab supervisor, the bos came to me and said about releasing me from my asset duty. And then I realized, this is the time.So I told him I want to stick with my asset duty and release the lab. And he agreed!!I'm so happy!!!What the big deal anyway, some might think. But it is to me. I don't think that I'm the suitable person for it. And some other stuffs as well. Anyway, I just want to focus with what I have to right now. Next week, teaching and learning process will begin. I hope I can cope with it and still do other stuffs that I enjoy doing. Hurm, I don't think my weekend will be as good as anyone else. Both days are packed and I will for sure be so tired :(

Ok.I have to admit, one of the reason why i did not update my blog is this.

And now, it has been blocked. Quite stressed up because this thing had been an outlet for me to release my stress. But in the other hand, it's a good thing because i can focus on my mounting workload.. This MQA MQF thingy really makes it harder for everything else. No more taking questions from the SPM book..:) Tomorrow ade exam. Exam aper?hehe, takmau kasitau lagi. Kalau lulus baru nak kasitau. Kalau tak, malu!!!

Kembali

I'm back to the arena:) Not going to state the obvious by saying it's been quite a while (so cliche kan?) hehe.. i've been around, lots of thing happens for the past few months that i don't know where to start. So i decided not to write any of it:) Penat la..Lagipon, cerite lame. Kite tutup buku. Lets open a new book and this will be my first chapter! Boleh? It is 11th of January and it is not to late to say Happy New Year!! New Year resolution? Well, i don't really make it a habit to wait for a year to start on something new. If you want to do something, just do it and get it done. Betul tak?

Classes will start next week. Have to teach the semester 2 and 6 students this semester. It is funny when i 've to teach students to write resume when me myself never ever written a resume before. Or application letter. Hurm, banyak lah jugak benda yg Miss FB xpandai!!!

Owh yeah, one more thing. I've to join the Toastmasters club where basically it is about talking..Miss FB speaking in public?hurm, i can predict my future when it come to public speaking. I got nervous. Then i'll keep rolling my eyes. Then i'll start saying something stupid. Argghhh...Not to mention i'm the secretary of the club. Saye xpandai buat minit. I have a short attention span. I'm a bad listener. Nice:)

I will try my best to do all this thing coming to me. Dah name pon keje makan gaji kan? I just hope people won't judge me so much if I make a mistake. Though, to think about it, I'm the only who is doing the judging here.

I want to be free

P/S: One of the reason of me updating is for you my friend NazLin:) See, i didn't curse at all.

Finally, I'd reach the first 25 years of my life.

Alhamdulillah.

I'm getting lazier with my words this days..adoi..

Not In The Right Track

Kinda sad when looking to my previous entries..Banyak marah kat orang je..aish

IN A WAY TO BE A BETTER PERSON

~Phase Of Life~

Usually, when we reach certain age of life, we automatically decided that we should grow up, be a more mature person then we ever been before, and be a better person. You know, not to involve with any kind of 'school drama' where instead of dealing with the problem, we run from it. Honestly, the first thing I've thought when I first started working is not to mess with anyone and not to let anyone messing with me. Unfortunately, it didn't happen. And it is funny when in 7 months, both my 'former' housemate move out without any sense of dignity and maturity. Hohoho, don't misinterpret me when you read that I managed to run out my housemates. I'm not some Madame Cruella here. I solely believe that I'm not the reason they move. It really doesn't matter whether they are moving out or not , but the way they doing it. Like some coward without any sense(again) dignity and maturity.And to exagarrate a small tiny miniscule problem.Funny..

It really suprise me when people manage to create a whole different story out of nowhere. But, I believe in everything happens for a reason: a better reason. All in all, I should say good riddance right?

So

now, it

just

me

and

Zati.

Praying to Allah S.W.T.,

hopefully

both of us can tolerate with each other and handle everything with maturity. Zati, don't worry, if ever i want to move out from the house,I'll mention it to you since you are sort of the landlady. Insya Allah.

~Funny isn't it, when you are licking your own spit. You asking the help from the very person you cursed and badmouthed. Tsk tsk.