Monday Blues

I feel so lazy today. I'm a lazy person but today I'm lazier than usual.And my head kept spinning around.. Malas nye nak wat statistik ni. Dahla Math SPM lulus biase je..numbers is my enemy, except for money la kan..Erm, talking bout money, it's pay day today.I still haven't check my account yet. Hopefully, i will get my pay this month. Dahla nak balik Tepen this week and all plans has been made. Kalu xdapat gaji, for sure Miss FB terjun bangunan.
My weekend was quite productive. Guess what i did? For the very first time, i went for a cooking class! We went to Kolej Komuniti Jasin and paid only RM10. And +++, the chef was super duper hot.hehe.Itu yang productivenyer..Besides that, we went to Astana Moda, looking for baju raye.. We plan to go again tomoro cuz the sale started from 26/5-14/6...Hurm..mesti macam ayer je $$ Miss FB abey nanti.
And today, Leen and i wore the same baju kurung!!


Today thoughts::Miss FB nak minta tukau balik secepat mungkin ke kampung halaman. Is it possible?

Update:Gaji aku xmasyuk lagi ;( Bangunan mane paling tinggi kat PMM ni??

Late at night Part 2

I'm still here..Dah tak larat wat keje..Waiting for them to finish up..Miss FB needs her beauty sleeps la wei...

Gambo comey ini hasil sahabatku Venus Gal..yes..i'm homesick....

poker face

It's been 6 weeks now. For some reason i'm still standing and breathing. hehe. I'm still having backache after standing for hours furing the convocation days. It was a horrible week. Started with i do not own a blazer and manusia manusia mcm sh^t membingitkan telinga dan menghangatkan hati Miss FB yang fragile ini.. Nak buat macam mane. Aku kan P.H.A.T..Mane nak pinjam blazer yang size aku ni.. Grr.. Nasib aku pandai wat poker face...

Minggu ini juga membuatkan Miss FB sudah master in cursing and swearing and i'm sure by the time i leave Merlimau for good, i can sell a dictionary on fuc*ing.
Aish. I just realize I'm not getting good but a lot worse than before. Mulut pun..kalau PakCik Maidin dengar mau dicilinye.huhu.

Do I like it here?
No.
Y?
Macam sial.
Y?
I just don't like it ok!

Anyway, i do have some good friends here. Nak sebut name? Well Kak Fid, Kak As. Zati@Letchumi, Yani(i call her Ma cuz i said i want her to be my stepmother..hehe.simpangkan lah :) ), also my huhaha new friend Fazila@Arabella. hehe. i still love name calling. Ape agaknye orang panggil aku?haha..But at this moment i asked them to call me Baby..hehe.(poyo gile) Anyway, best kawan ngan mereka2 ini. Don't have any pics yet cuz didn't bring my cam from taiping..They are very helpful to me. Iyelah, Miss FB ni kan agak clumsy, clueless, lembab etc...

Talking bout Taiping, a couple of weeks ago, ayahku terchenta called and start to talk about marriage.And Miss FB started to freak out. I'm not ready for it yet. I rather be an old maid than marrying someone just for the sake of not being andartu.huh!
At this moment i'm totally broke. One of the 'funny' things happened this month is me alone didn't get my pay this month.Lawak x?Macam sh^t la wei..aku sorang tak dapat..Memang la bulan ni dpt bergande, hutang pon bergande lah!!!

Well.It's already 10.40pm. My stomach is grumbling. Today me and Arabella cook for the first. Elok nak goreng keropok petang tuh, gas plak abey. Wa la wei.baru jek nak rajin. We came to office with our Head of Unit.. Nampak cam Pn S banyak keje..bile boleh balik?? hehe..tak kisah pon..aku pon lame tak jumpe computer yang ade tenet..muahaha....Aish..I wonder whether I will have the guts to drive myself?? I need to control my fear instead of the other way around.

Aish..dah lame x merapu..Better start doing my PB..hehe..


P/S: I would like to wish Happy Mother's Day to my beloved Dad. Y??Because he heve been a wonderful MOM n DAD to me for the past 9 years. I Heart You Atta..hehe
P/S: I miss my Mom..aish..to tell the truth, i dreaded this day.

so many thing , so little time..

Unfortunately, i still do not have a table, a computer, internet connections and segale macam..What i have is a lot of classes, things to do..etc. Nak update blog pon terpakse menumpang kasih orang a.k.a buat muka x malu minjam org nye comp..
This is my third week here. n i already lost interest in everything..~sigh~ I vowed to myself before to accept everything that The Almighty have given me. I even welcomed boredom. But now, i need some spices. I want adventures, betrayal, and basically anything to make me feel alive. (cuz at this moment i'm not). I'm still searching for the purpose...
and i'm definitely rambling eh?
Lots of thing to tell but i'm still having a writer's block. It is getting pronounced day by day. I lost the only little talent i have, that is to write :(




p/s: Went for a new staff induction n guess what one of the thing that a goverment servant should not do??
To blog...hurm~~~

saya mahu pulang..

civilization..
finally found a computer with internet connection..i seriously want to go home... i doubted every second i'm here.maybe i should stick being a teacher..i could hardly understand what they were saying.
daddy, aku mahu pulang!!!

Some people asked me whether I'm happy with my posting?

Some people laugh.

Some people said i will be happy.



I honestly do not know what to think~

Boleh tak saya angkut pakcik Maidin bersama saya?

Finally

The long wait has finally came to the end. The letter i've been waiting for the last 7 months has finally arrived in style. (pos laju ;p)
I was quite shock..To be honest, i did make some list. List of place i want to be and not want to be. I was thinking that if i can't be posted at Perak or Kedah, then can i be placed at Sabah or Sarawak?
Well,
The place i've been posted to is not in any list... never crossed my twisted mind even...

jeng
jeng
jeng...

Yeah!!
Malacca bebeh..Bandar Bersejarah. Even the UNESCO approved it ok!
So, how do i feel?? Let's save it for the next post.

Saya telah di 'tagged' ;)

1. Describe your self in THREE words.
2. If you see a hot man/lady..what do you do?
3. If you have RM 100 what is the first thing you buy?
4. If you are given the chance to have lunch with a famous person, who would that be?
5. If you are stranded alone on the MOON, what is the THREE things you must have with you?
6. By using PAINT (a simple software where you can draw) draw your self having a good time. (draw and save and publish it in ur blog......)

My very first tagged!!(haha..ciannye die)
1. Silly, Clumsy n P.H.A.T (wo0ho0p)
2. Dro0l..yea bebeh..
3. Bo0ks..(all SEP novels)
4.Ano0pdoG...hehe..
5.Air, Air, Air...in that order
6. i don't draw...at all..na ah..

Hey, i got to tagged someone!

It started with me.

Then my dad.

Then my sister.

Then it's me again.

Damn cold n flu~

I'm facing another crossroad in my life...

Which path to choose?

Who's heart to 'jaga'?

~Tidbits~

:AnoopDog in da house!!! (I nearly got a heart palpalation when the judges picked Tatiana for the wildcard.bleargh...)Top13 baybeh..kalu kat mesia ni bley vote, i'll certainly, surely vote for U ANOOP!!(i'm a reality show freak these days)...

:I just realize that i do have good friends...I do need to be more gratefull in my life.