~The Kite Runner~

Stay up late last night, reading The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini. The book moves me deeply, differs from the books I usually interested with. Different from all the romances and happily ever after.It awakens me like no other. Hassan's love and loyalty to Amir makes me cry. I could not escaped the sob and tears and wonder, is there anyone out there who will sacrifice that much in the name of friendship? In the name of love? The world seems so cruel and unfair. That Hassan's son meet the same fate as his father, with the same evil man. I know I'm a little late, where the rest of the world have read the book a few years back! But I'm glad that I read this book. Cleanse me in a way nobody will understand. Open my eyes to the world far away. Where here I broad over petty matters, the world out there is suffering from disease worst than death. Greed, lust is taking over humanity. And I will try my best not to fall in the same web. Insya Allah.

Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambaMu ini. Amin.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud:”Bukankah aku telah memberitahu kamu semua tentang orang yang diharamkan masuk ke neraka atau orang yang diharamkan ke atasnya neraka? Mereka ialah orang yang berdamping rapat dengan orang ramai (baik pergaulannya), hatinya tenang, berlemah lembut serta mudah dibawa berunding.”

Riwayat at-Tarmizi

Hurt dan Benci

I'm tired being stuck with inconsiderate people. It's about time i stop being a people pleaser. I'm tired of people who treat me like a heartless statue. I have feelings ok. If you can be sensitive when someone did something, i do too. The world does not only revolve around you.

Being Greedy

I know i should be grateful with what i have now. I have a family that i love (though maybe i don't show it much), i have a job (though i dislike it-hate is a strong word) , every end of the month i got my salary and manage to buy things that i like (mostly books), i have friends (thank GOD for friends), i have people who hates me (and vice versa). So all in all, i should be happy or at least content with what i am now.

But no, i have to be greedy and being content is not enough for me. i want drama, excitement, love,lust. I am greedy.

On the happier note, i finally got my car license. Hehe, it took me more than 3 years actually. But to tell the truth, I'm not confident enough to drive. It seems so complicated. .

X Reti Nak Menjala

Today, Miss FB woke up at 5.30 am to cook roti jala and kari ayam! Hehe..terlebih rajin kan. Sebab tu nak punch pon lagi seminit pukul 8! Berlari2 jugak la!Alhamdulillah, skrg dah kenyang. Tapi bile dah kenyang, mengantuk lah pulak:)

Cooking Frenzy

Erm..bukan nye saye main game ye tp skrang Miss FB nie suke sangat cari resepi n nak masak. Huhhuhu...Nak kate sedap sangat tak le..hehe..Today i brought Puding Oreo to the opis..erm, boleh la..though i still think here is something i can do to make it better. I'd copy a lot of recipes!! Tggu nak buat je..Yg susah nye sbb i don't have an oven..Nak beli, xde pulus!!Huhu..xpela..we will see how long this cooking season will last!!

How to Deal With Annoying People

Itu tajuk baru buku aku. In the process of researching for the facts and details. Because people, can be really damn Annoying and Irritating!

oWh...BOSAN~

Bosan..Yup, that's the right word to describe my feelings right now. It's been one whole day of spent doing nothing.Well, not actually nothing. Fill my time by downloading songs for my new 'baby'..thehehe..
Reach Merlimau this morning at 1am. So obviously i'm soooo sleepy.... Seronoknye balik rumah. I wish my holiday will be longer but need to save my leaves..Banyak lagi cuti nak diambil..Spend the time by helping PakCik Maidin at the kitchen, lazying around (the best part!), watched Alice in Wonderland (Johny Depp sure makes our live inriguing, eh?) and bought a new ...

n yes..in pink!!hehe...
Next week, students naik cuti..malasnyer...urgh..

WewEWewE

It's hard to find my creative outlet this days..Days spent gazing at the PC, waiting for the food to cook(yup, i can play Cafe World now!), marking the quizzes which is A LOT! or sometimes, thinking why the world is acting like this. Everyday, I vow to myself not think about anything that can make me mad or annoyed. But I am a normal human. I'm no angel.

Today, I have a "pengacaraan Majlis" course. Why on earth, someone who is terrified even thinking about standing at the front join this kind of course? Well, I really want to improve myself. I'm tired being a coward. I always dream of being worldly and say things without worrying to much on it. I just want to be FREE. I'm not saying that I had improved, but I'm learning. I'm far away from being perfect, but I'll try....

I'm going back tonight! Yeay

...Home sWeeT Home...
Happy HoLiDay y'aLL

Just finish with my DEM6 class. This heat make both me an the whole class in no mood of studying. Alahai. How is that so? Pensyarah nye 2x5 je... I really need to do something fast so that they won't loose interest..Macam mane nie??Ayayai..Miss FB menemui jalan buntu!

Daring Myself to Speak

Went to a public speaking course yesterday called Dare to Speak! Those who know me well, knows how suck i am when it comes to public speaking. I really don't know where all the nervousness come from. Anyway, this course is a continuation from my pronunciation course that i went with Leen. But this time around, there were 21 of us(Toastmasters club members). All of us have to speak about ourselves and of course, yours truly here freeze before she have to speak.

PMM Toastmasters Club( missing a few members there) with En Azmi Shahrin, our trainer.