Wednesday, August 26, 2009

BerSyukuR

Miss FB bersyukur kerana:
=Induksi nak habeh dah (walaupon die malas nak balik Merlimau)
=Walaupon dia xdapat ramai kawan (sebab dia mengisolatekan diri macam biasa) ada juga la dapat 2-3 kawan yang banyak membantu. Contohnya Liza yang suruh Miss FB print asimen kat printer dia. Bella xpayah lah citer...She's my not so old friend who have been helping me much. If not for her, i'm defenitely Thomas Wilson, the recluse from The Lotus Eater
=Walaupon dia marah sangat2 kat penceramah yang kononnya kaunselor panggil orang mamak nie DKK=darah keturunan keling (WTF) tapi tidak menukarkan diri kepada Incredible Hulk sebab die menganggap penceramah tue BODOH(hah,kan dah kurang pahala pose)
=Walaupon xdapat nak balik lagi ke kampong halaman dan berpuasa bersama kakak ku Atom dan ayahku PakCik Maidin yang terchenta, die masih bergayut lama2 ngan dorang guna Celcom plan 5+1
=Walaupon selalu menganggap dirinya manusia paling xcomey,tapi bersyukur kerana masih boleh menunaikan puasa di bulan Ramadhan, masih boleh berkata-kata, masih boleh melihat (walupon agak rabun ;p ) masih boleh mendengar dan sewaktu dengannya. Kerana dia percaya pada sebaik-baik ciptaanNya
=Walaupon presentation Public Speaking induksi xbaper nak best, tapi skurang2nya tidak memalukan dirinya seperti yang biasa dilakukannya
=Walaupon balik Merlimau nie banyak kerja tapi dia akan melakukannya tanpa kompelin banyak2, tidak akan memperdulikan orang2 yang menyakitkan hatinya, bekerja bersungguh-sungguh supaya bos akan kesian dan rekomen dia balik ke utara. Amin
Banyak lagi yang Miss FB beryukur kepada Yang Maha Esa cuma....
Kengkadang Miss FB
lupa,
leka,
lalai dan
alpa.



Wednesday, August 12, 2009

WhAt Am I Ab0ut to dO...

It's been a crazy few weeks. The craziest one for sure me attending the Puspanita dinner with my buddy Belle. It was a torture at first because i HATE protocols thingy..And not to mention when our number 'naik' for lucky draw, none of us went to take the big hamper..Silly kan? Hurm..I had a vivid imagination of me stumbling at the stage or making fool of myself..Aish...

I'm a big mess now..Literally ye..My room is one hell of a mess..Ntah bile dapat kemas. Moving to the fourth floor without a lift is a torture. I wonder when in this lifetime i can get use to it, and at least loose some weight in the process. For the past few days Belle and I walk to work. Arini punch card merah! One minute only.Adoi.. But it is not bad, walking..But might be needing a new shoes..Comfortable shoes.Might be getting some Bata's..Biarlah pesyen org tue pon. I just can't endure the aching on my heels..

I have a lot of classes to replace now. Ganti kelas masa cuti H1N1. And next week going for my induksi at Vistana Hotel KL. Hurm, if only gaji awal cket..hehe..For sure going to spend some money there. Penatnye pikir nk kena study n dengar ceramah for 2weeks. Alahai..

Not to mention the workload. I reaallly have problem with my RM..xtau n xpaham.. :( n i hate my work as the lab supervisor..Who on this earth thinks i can do a job taking care all the computers?I can't even take care of myself....

I feel so serabut. In mess. What i need now is more time.................

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Shopping and Harry Potter

Finally...dapat gak Miss FB tengok Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince..Thanks to Belle and Zatie, walaupun xminat tapi sudi menemaniku. And we went TV hunting. So in a day or two daptla TV baru kitorg tu..Darn, it is tiring. Macam mana nak pindah barang nie? Penat la naik tingkat 4. I knoe i need to loose a few pound here and there, but this is pure torture. I need four big muscled man to help me!!!



Aish...not to mention all the pulus gone into the drain.








Why am i attracted to those tortured souls??? Why?

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Sampai Bila?

I received this email from one of the 'supposed to be' the participant for our debate tournament. Unfortunately they have to withdraw 2 teams because of this rule- Please include one Bumiputra in your team.


Dear Miss Begum,
Kind greetings. We would like to express our deep regret for we will now not be able to participate for your inter college debate competition due to the bumiputera rule. We would also like to point out our unfortunate dissapointment in regards to this bumiputera rule. We assumed it was long pass the days where highschool teams held this positive discrimination rule. WE also cannot imagine teams that are hnadicapped in this situation such as KDU College, where there is a low minority of bumiputeras and thus expected to participate. It further suprised us that the theme seemed to be "1 MAlaysia". So moving forth on the theme, we feel this step taken to ensure 1 bumi in every team is sending us BACK to the times where people tolerated such decisions, we however, do not. We hope that the decision of including 1 bumi in every team is revised to include a fair participation.
Siron Pereira

Trust me when i said i was so depress after reading this. I hate the rule actually because i think it is discriminating. I am not a Bumiputra as well so i understand very well when every opportunity will be taken because i don't have that particular brand. Funny since both my parents were born and bred in Malaysia. Pakcik Maidin tak pernah pon jejak kaki kat India.

So, what should we do now? should we continue with this ridiculous rule until the end of this world? This is a debate competition. We want to promote to our children that we should not discriminate each other. We want our children to live in harmony regardless the race. We want our children to respect each other. What kind of message we are sending here?? Shouldn't every human being deserve the same right as the other?I'm not being political here.I just try to express my feeling regarding this matter. Some might think that it is a tiny lil thing. Who cares right?But i do..Anyone else?

Miss FB is apologising if you did not agree with me. This kind of thing have been troubling me ever since I was in high school...and only now I'm voicing it?

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

~

if i just lay here
wud u lie here with me
and just look at the world... chasing cars-snow patrol

I'm tired of everything..Why can't things be as normal as it used to be?I'm scared of answering the phone. I know death is inevitable...but...

Friday, July 17, 2009

TGIF

Finally..weekend!!What I really need now is a 12 hour sleep(yes)..eat McFlurry (tho semalam dah makan)..and read a new novel from Susan Elizabeth Phillip. What I don't want to do is to think about my classes, n how I'm going to teach them dictionary skills (LOL) when me myself is hopeless in it..and also thinking how im going to handle all the questions when Leen is not here for the next 2 weeks nie..Am i capable?..Big question mark..

This week me n Belle mmg dah mcm kaum Badwi. (betul kan?kaum yang suke berpindah randah tue?).. From Kak Abby's house, to Zati's house (which will be our house oso after this;tingkat 4 tue!!) and back to Kak Abby's house..And the most embarassing thing is that Kak Abby's mom did my laundry..wlupon cuci pakai machine, malu gak ah...hehe..Xsempat lah..Nway, pasnie aku tggu kak Abby beli karaoke, i nak test sore..

ah..I'm rambling kan..Just need to merapu for a while..~lalala~

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Mahu Buat $$$

I love to read and write. So why don't I combine my interest and make money from it?

So people of PMM yang rase die xmampu nak buat ulasan buku yang diminte oleh Dr Pengarah, sile hubungi saye.

Satu ulasan buku=RM10
=RM5 (jike disertakan buku)

And no..aku xmemain....

All the proceeds will help Miss FB to buy a much needed television.

Update: Apesal sape pon taknak bantu aku..i really need a teev okei.. aish..kena cari biznes baru??

Not the Time of the Month

I am 25 but still have problem to talk with.....



someone's parents



someone who is older from me



the bosses



people with authority



and



with



guys


especially


this


one


particular


guy





Im a Pathethic loser...Until when i'll be a wimp?



I'm a Big Fat Loser....









this picture is a contradict of my feeling...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

TaGGed

Tagged by Teera....


Rules: use Google image to search the answers to the questions below. You must choose a picture from the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.



(1) The age of my next birthday




(2) Place (s) i'd like to travel to

Kalau boleh this whole wide world la but if not i'll settle for this...








(3) Favourite food





This is why i don't think i can follow Dr Arshad's vision n mission of having all the staff in PMM super duper slimmer
(4) Favourite place






(5) Nicknames i've had
Ainul, Enoy, Ilah, Begum, Beg..and the latest one Fath...



(6) Favourite colour






(7) College major






8) Name of my love



(9) Hobby

(10) Bad habits
Daydreaming
Procastination
L.A.Z.Y
Spending MONEY!!!
(11) My wishlist
Posted away from Merlimau (back to north if possible)
New cellphone
A television
Money
Prince Charming
(12) And i'm tagging..
PuLeen
Belle
Naddy
Kak Ct
Kak DyLLa
Inas
Su

Shows how bored i am during the weekend without a television and any means of transportation..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Saya Optimus Prime Menyeru Semua Makhluk Bumi Berkerjesame Dalam Memajukan dan Memartabatkan Bangsa Manusia



I'm not a freak. I'm not a weirdo. But I really really LOVE Optimus Prime. Don't you think he is the coolest autobots?And he is a gentle (robot). Macho some more. He is compassionate. Gentle. He even died macholy. Aku nak cakap graceful but it doesn't fit him. He is just so macho. Manly. That what real man should be like. If only there is a human version of him. Aish..









And i Optimus Prime, sending this message to all.....

Now, i could not wait for this..jeng jeng...




And i Just realize i don't have anyone to watch it with..uargh..Y?Y?xde ke orang kat Merlimau nak bawak aku gi tgk Harry??huk huk...sob..sob...